Emotionally Drained

I feel like, every turn that I make, I get hit. 

Decisions that I have made, sometimes feels like a mistake.

Every ache that I feel,

Sometimes feels so unreal.

At times I wonder, if anything is even worth it,

If it’s worth the wait.

Carrying baggage’s of problems that are not even mine,

But, why do I do that to myself?

Accepting every punch in every corner,

Emotionally drained,

And often feeling scared.

Scared of failing, 

Scared of being a disappointment,

Scared of letting go,

Will it get better?

If so, when?

When do I get to see the rainbow of happiness once again?

-Skyheart